Saturday, February 21, 2009

After an alright evening that ended with me and some kids listening to high school tunes I would up at home thinking about what the hell I was going to do for next year in terms of housing. For the most part I concluded that I would wind up staying at my Suite but actually try to change the way that I live; of course this conclusion was made the next morning.
Point being is that I am tired of having little control over my life due to laziness, it has come to a point where i need to follow the steps of some of my friends and become involved in creating my future. I have been hesitant and resistant to change simply because I tend to carry a mindset that goes something like this... "If it aint broke dont fix that shit". In other words I considered myself comfortable enough to not want change A.K.A. I feared change.
To be honest who gives a damn, frankly the only thing to fear is fear itself, or myself I suppose. I am about to embark a radical change in my life that will bring greater meaning to my time. The times of doing nothing productive and pissing my time away are coming to a close, as I grow I have realized that there are things to be done and goals to reach. I do not wish to become out of pace with life, for it holds so many wonderful opportunities, but one must want them.

Well enough with this, I am done leaking my thoughts onto the internet, the worst of places to express my thoughts to. Thankfully its nothing of epic proportions, Ill leave those ideas and thoughts for Audi.

Blogging is odd....

Thursday, February 19, 2009

Testing; Take 1

I skipped my 11am appointment.....

A man resembling a grape told me to do this.

I did not shower today.

I like the Gothic period of Architecture.

The Renaissance is alright for art, I like this better; http://www.hardsponge.com/

I enjoy the Internet (n.n)- I consider myself entry lvl Pirate.

I have read a short story regarding friendship and yet again was clued into the American ways.

-ST